Transcript 01:35 talk wasn't recorded okay 01:39 sorry this is the next one 01:53 okay mouse you're on perfect 01:56 well first of all thank you everybody 01:58 for your patience uh we want to make 02:00 sure 02:00 everything is accessible so thank you 02:03 for waiting as we got 02:04 everything set up my name is 02:08 mel's felton i use they them pronouns i 02:11 am the one of the one of the two april 02:14 youth board seats 02:16 as well as the youth project and 02:19 unserved underserved communities 02:22 coordinator 02:23 for the disability action center over in 02:25 eastern washington 02:27 north idaho uh and 02:30 thank you so much for joining us today 02:32 for this workshop 02:33 i want to mention a few housekeeping 02:35 items before we get started 02:37 first when you scroll over the screen a 02:40 menu bar pops up 02:41 depending on what device you are on you 02:44 can find the menu bar either at the top 02:46 or at the bottom 02:48 of the screen uh this is where you'll 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04:56 and if you are not speaking uh keep 04:58 yourself 04:59 on mute with that i am going to uh 05:04 pass this uh presentation over 05:07 to uh christiana for those of you who 05:11 have maybe 05:12 dropped into some of our youth 05:13 coordinators connect this past year you 05:15 may have had a chance to hear them speak 05:18 and i was so happy to have them back a 05:21 fellow washingtonian 05:22 and a fellow dog lover so thank you so 05:26 much for being here christiana and 05:28 speaking at our 05:29 first virtual youth conference and the 05:32 floor is yours 05:34 thank you um hello everyone uh thank you 05:37 for that introduction my name is 05:39 christiana ruby sumner 05:40 um my pronouns are they them i 05:44 uh for those who um 05:47 for image description i am a black 05:50 non-binary person 05:52 with black secretary glasses 05:56 and wearing a black sweater 05:59 with a turtleneck and an amethyst 06:02 pendant 06:03 and a black and white patterned head 06:05 wrap i am 06:06 in a room full of a ridiculous amount of 06:10 books 06:11 as well as a guitar case and a small dog 06:14 that you may see 06:15 come in and out of the shot or here 06:19 uh doing various puppy things um 06:22 today i was asked to chat a little bit 06:26 about intersectionality 06:30 um and some other sort of things so 06:33 i some ways that we can make this 06:36 somewhat interactive because 06:38 to be completely honest i had a 06:41 powerpoint a good talk about 06:42 intersectionality equality equity and 06:45 justice 06:46 and what it means to be in solidarity or 06:48 an accomplice 06:49 however i guess because of this tuesday 06:53 um it decided to update and so now all 06:55 of my 06:56 microsoft office is being a thing so i 06:59 will just 06:59 talk a little bit if you have any 07:02 questions or responses 07:04 um like i said like with questions you 07:06 put in a q a that'd be great and we 07:08 could talk 07:09 about it i would love to answer any 07:11 questions that you have 07:12 no bad questions or if there's anything 07:16 that resonates with you or any personal 07:17 stories around this too 07:19 um please put that in the chat i have 07:22 the chat open 07:23 so if it's something that you'd like to 07:25 share i would love to hear about it 07:26 so let's first talk about 07:29 intersectionality 07:31 um i'm unsure how many of y'all 07:36 have heard of the term intersectionality 07:38 this is one of those terms that's been 07:40 pretty um popular in the media a lot of 07:44 people have talked about it or maybe a 07:45 buzzword a buzzword being 07:48 a term that people use a lot that 07:51 the difficulty with buzzwords is that 07:54 you 07:54 use it so often that sometimes the 07:57 meaning changes 07:58 so let's talk a little bit about where 08:00 intersectionality came from 08:03 so intersectionality is a term that was 08:06 coined originally in the 08:08 in the 80s though it's a conversation 08:10 that people have been having for a very 08:12 long time 08:14 there was a legal scholar who 08:17 named kimberly crenshaw and in the 80s 08:21 she was doing a research 08:25 of she was doing some research 08:28 on a case that was happening with a 08:31 manufacturing plant and the people who 08:34 are working at the manufacturing plants 08:37 there were black folks and there were 08:39 women and this manufacturing plant said 08:41 no we're not 08:42 um disqualifying people based on 08:45 their appearance they uh you know black 08:49 folks and women work here 08:50 so there there must be some issue a 08:52 mistake 08:53 if people are saying that however 08:58 black marginalized genders particularly 09:01 as it's 09:02 shared in the documents from criminally 09:04 credentialed black women 09:06 um were saying that they weren't able to 09:09 get jobs 09:10 so when kimberly crenshaw investigated 09:14 she did find that they were 09:17 hiring black folks at the at the 09:20 manufacturing plant 09:22 but they are primarily hiring black 09:24 cis-head 09:25 men and they were hiring them for back 09:28 of 09:28 house work so working on the 09:32 working on the assembly line of 09:35 you know and all of that sort of hard 09:37 labor based on this idea 09:38 the sexist idea that only cis-head 09:41 men can do that sort of work and they 09:44 were 09:45 hiring women but they were primarily 09:48 hiring white 09:48 women for that front of the house 09:51 administrative work like secretarial 09:53 work or filing work or management work 09:56 or lay management because still sexism 10:00 but also in this case racism or 10:03 particularly anti-blackness 10:05 and that they didn't want the you know 10:07 sort of the face of the company as 10:08 people came in 10:09 to be a black uh 10:13 person so when kimberly crenshaw 10:16 asked you know sort of where this 10:18 pattern came from and whether they would 10:21 um take the time to actually 10:24 um you know make sure that there was 10:27 equity which we'll get to in a second 10:30 there uh they said that they were 10:32 concerned around holding 10:34 you know both of those identities at 10:36 once not because of the compounding 10:39 intersectional impact of oppression 10:43 marginalization or exploitation 10:46 but more they thought that it would give 10:48 them some sort of advantage 10:51 to hold both of them this was during a 10:54 time 10:57 after the civil rights act after the 11:00 black power movement 11:02 moving into a conversation about 11:06 affirmative action in the 80s 11:09 affirmative action is a term that was 11:12 originally 11:14 um brought out by 11:18 president kennedy jfk and it was 11:21 supposed to be 11:22 sort of a product of the civil rights 11:25 act which was passed in 1964 11:28 so 57 years ago 11:31 to make sure that the systems and 11:34 institutions and policies that were not 11:37 created for folks 11:41 pre-1964 uh were actually 11:44 had those uh catchment or those 11:47 those pieces to make sure that they were 11:50 really 11:50 uh allowing folks to have a 11:53 fair shot at things like jobs education 11:58 housing things like that it's very 12:01 contentious 12:02 in that people felt that in providing 12:06 a measure that would essentially 12:10 hold a historical and um 12:14 systemic uh oppression 12:17 historical meaning that it has happened 12:19 for a very long time 12:21 systemic meaning that is just sort of 12:22 baked into the way things are done every 12:25 day 12:26 um would give people an unfair advantage 12:29 and so 12:30 it has it it continues to be a very 12:34 contentious topic with only a few 12:36 states and very uh uh 12:40 specific situations primarily around 12:43 qualitative missions 12:44 where uh affirmative action is used 12:48 so let's talk about um the other thing 12:52 i'll say about intersectionality 12:53 the original term so i say this story 12:56 because the original term of 12:57 intersectionality 12:59 was created to mean precisely 13:03 what kimberly crenshaw was studying 13:06 which is what does it mean when racism 13:09 or in particular anti-blackness 13:12 and sexism or misogyny come together 13:16 and create a compounding or 13:18 intersectional 13:20 impact in someone's lived experience 13:24 another term that you may hear someone 13:26 say to be super wonky is misogynois 13:31 misogyn being like misogyny or a form of 13:34 sexism specifically 13:36 to um the folks of marginalized gender 13:40 and uh noir which is 13:44 a french term for black so black 13:47 misogyny 13:49 um since that time 13:52 primarily in the spaces of academia 13:55 because 13:56 before we had like the internet which 13:59 has 14:00 really revolutionized a lot of things 14:02 i'm in this interesting 14:04 age group where i remember um the 14:07 internet coming on 14:08 and computers coming on but the internet 14:10 being kind of limited 14:12 and so you still had to rely rely on 14:15 things 14:16 like um cd-rom services 14:20 or uh uh old sort of 14:23 uh search engines like ask jeeves or 14:26 something like that 14:28 so um if you didn't know what to search 14:31 for 14:32 you didn't really know very much and 14:34 even then 14:35 the internet did not have as much 14:38 information as it used to 14:40 so um a lot of the conversation 14:44 up until the 21st century around 14:47 the early 2000s has really 14:50 been kept inside of spaces like 14:54 colleges or what they call academia and 14:56 so of course as you can 14:58 see um in terms of class 15:01 that if you or your parents or your 15:04 grandparents etc 15:06 were not able to go to college they may 15:09 not have been 15:10 able to have these sort of conversations 15:12 and unlike today 15:14 they were just not conversations that 15:16 people were having 15:17 as a matter of fact um and to this day 15:21 still i think 15:22 um it was considered rude to have a 15:25 conversation around 15:26 politics which this would be considered 15:29 politics 15:31 but especially as we got 15:35 into the 2010s 15:38 some of those conversations are to come 15:41 out of the university and academic 15:43 system 15:44 and into sort of the general 15:46 conversation 15:48 so we started to hear more uh 15:51 terms like equity intersectionality 15:55 and critical race theory things that 15:58 usually would you know be um 16:01 very inaccessible to to most people and 16:04 in a lot of ways still is because we're 16:06 only really talking about 10 16:08 15 years since this has been 16:11 a conversation in the general public and 16:13 and in terms of conversations that would 16:16 be 16:17 you know on the internet on social media 16:19 which is 16:20 also fairly new for a lot of people i'm 16:23 in a scheme of things 16:25 um in things like uh you know the videos 16:29 that we watch or or things like that the 16:31 news using these sort of things and you 16:33 know we're coming from a space 16:35 especially with the news 16:37 um where a lot of the older generations 16:40 including my own 16:42 uh were kind of brought up to believe 16:45 the news 16:45 as it came on the evening so there used 16:48 to be folks like 16:49 walter cronkite which everyone would 16:51 after dinner go at eight o'clock and 16:54 watch them 16:54 you know watch the the evening news with 16:57 walter cronkite 16:58 um and if the news said it it was 17:02 doctrine 17:03 now people can go online and they can 17:06 um learn things for themselves and i and 17:08 i share this because 17:10 what happens in in those moments is when 17:14 it becomes disaggregated 17:15 is number one more people have access to 17:17 it which is the positive 17:19 but then also more people are 17:22 interpreting it and then 17:23 kind of creating their own sort of 17:25 understandings or interpretations of 17:27 what 17:28 certain things mean which can be a 17:30 negative because then when people talk 17:32 about certain things 17:33 then they don't really know which of the 17:36 definitions they're supposed to use 17:40 so now when we have a conversation on 17:42 intersectionality it is a little bit 17:45 there's some people who kind of argue 17:47 over it 17:48 uh some people say uh you know we should 17:52 keep it to the original uh understanding 17:55 that kimberly crenshaw 17:57 meant which is um you know 18:00 black marginalized gender you know and 18:03 that 18:04 is the intersectionality that's what it 18:06 means 18:07 and then on the other side there is 18:10 people who say intersectionality 18:12 in a more contemporary uh understanding 18:15 of it 18:16 should mean when people have 18:19 two or more lived experiences that come 18:22 together 18:24 and into like a singular moment so 18:27 whether that's your race or your gender 18:30 or your sexual orientation or your class 18:33 or your nationality or your language 18:37 whatever that may be that they whenever 18:39 two or more of them come together and 18:41 experience 18:42 that should matter whether it's a 18:44 privileged identity 18:46 or or not and i think that where 18:50 uh perhaps a compromise is right now is 18:54 in the middle where it doesn't have to 18:56 be about being 18:57 black no marginalized gender and it 19:00 doesn't have to be just 19:02 any uh to a two or more lived 19:05 experiences 19:06 but perhaps two or more lived 19:07 experiences that are traditionally 19:10 marginalized oppressed or exploited 19:14 i would also share when i say privileged 19:17 identity 19:18 some people kind of hear that and think 19:20 that it means 19:23 that they are actively receiving 19:26 something but i think what's important 19:28 here is to think about ways that we 19:30 passively receive 19:31 something so essentially when i say 19:35 privilege what i'm saying is that people 19:37 have a choice 19:39 whether it seems like a choice or not is 19:42 a different conversation 19:44 but when i say that if a person has a 19:46 choice it means that when you wake up 19:49 or you go outside or you get dress 19:52 that there are certain things that you 19:54 still have to think about 19:56 in terms of how not only would it 19:59 affect you in general but how it may 20:02 um deeply impact your ability to move 20:06 through an access space 20:08 so if you you know for example 20:12 i think one of the things that's been 20:13 great about the pandemic is is 20:15 that there's a lot of folks for example 20:17 who wear head wraps like i did 20:20 and before the pandemic i used to have 20:23 a lot of folks tell me about how my hair 20:26 was quote unquote 20:27 unprofessional just the way that it was 20:31 growing out of my head because it's very 20:33 kinky coily 20:35 um and so the difficulty about that 20:38 would mean if i was going into a space 20:41 and i wanted to make sure someone saw me 20:43 as professional 20:44 i would be required to chemically 20:48 alter or straighten my hair this 20:51 is an issue that people have talked 20:53 about um 20:54 and they have taken it all the way up to 20:56 the supreme court of the united states 20:59 and said you know it's not fair for 21:02 folks 21:02 to be asked to leave a job 21:06 or to be dismissed from school 21:09 simply because their hair is does not 21:13 reflect 21:15 this what they call eurocentric point of 21:18 view 21:19 which eurocentric is a is a term that 21:22 means um anything that is sort of 21:25 um uh it is 21:28 anything that is sort of centered around 21:31 what 21:32 a a european aesthetic look like 21:35 so um in this case hair being 21:39 neurocentric would mean 21:41 that the the bar for what it means to be 21:44 a professional would mean that your hair 21:47 should look like someone who is european 21:49 and as you can tell that's very 21:51 problematic 21:53 so let's talk really quick about justice 21:55 equity and 21:56 um equality we 22:00 have a lot of language in our country 22:02 around 22:03 equality uh equality 22:07 essentially means that everyone 22:10 has the same exact shot 22:13 the same exact resources and they are 22:17 supposed to 22:18 use those same resources and 22:21 opportunities to reach a goal that 22:24 everyone 22:26 theoretically can attain but let's talk 22:29 about that 22:30 one of the main documents that we think 22:33 about that says 22:34 talks a lot about equality is the 22:37 constitution in the bill of rights 22:40 however what people don't know or don't 22:43 like to think about 22:44 is that both the constitution and the 22:45 bill of rights were written during a 22:47 time 22:48 where there were still enslaved people 22:51 in this country 22:52 and those people would not be freed for 22:55 almost another century 22:57 not to mention that even once the 22:59 emancipation proclamation was passed 23:03 um that proclamation um 23:06 as well as the constitution and the uh 23:09 civil war 23:10 were not intended for um black folks to 23:14 remain 23:15 in the united states yeah you know when 23:18 the civil war was happening um abraham 23:22 lincoln 23:23 uh called the council of some black 23:27 scholars 23:28 who was talking about what it would mean 23:30 for black liberation 23:32 and lincoln at that point 23:36 told them that he had no intention 23:39 of freeing enslaved people and then 23:42 having them integrate into america but 23:44 instead 23:45 um wish to send them away either back to 23:49 the african continent or um elsewhere 23:53 it's where the country of liberia was 23:56 created and why 23:58 the um capital of liberia is is 24:01 monroeville after 24:02 former united states president james 24:04 monroe it was a place where they 24:07 planned to send all of the enslaved 24:10 black folks united states back to africa 24:14 but it was a 24:15 plan that was ended so 24:18 in a lot of ways the difficulty about 24:21 this conversation is that it 24:23 you know equality as we understand it 24:26 was never 24:26 really about being equal 24:30 equity is also a 24:33 space in in this way where you're 24:35 holding the fact 24:36 that people are not starting from the 24:39 same place 24:41 they um there are these sort of barriers 24:44 and bottlenecks so to 24:46 speak of of how 24:49 people may need to start this you know 24:52 when i was in kentucky 24:54 um i lived in kentucky for six years and 24:57 they have this 24:58 yearly uh pageant 25:02 essentially is what it's called what it 25:03 is um called the kentucky derby 25:06 and it's a month-long celebration but it 25:09 culminates in this horse race that lasts 25:11 about 90 seconds and 25:14 um these and folks will spend their 25:16 entire life 25:18 to train and um and learn how to ride 25:22 race horses and um the way that it 25:25 always starts if they bring all the 25:27 horses around 25:28 the track and then they get them into 25:30 these starting gates 25:32 and then they play this this the sound 25:35 on the horn 25:36 that you that you probably have heard 25:38 before in the cartoon 25:40 and then they say and they're off and 25:42 they open up the gates and then they run 25:44 around the truck 25:46 in a lot of ways equality is 25:49 saying that everyone has a horse that 25:52 first of all everyone has a horse that's 25:54 the first thing everyone has a horse 25:56 and then everyone has a race course 25:59 and then everyone has a racehorse that 26:02 has been trained 26:03 for race that everyone has a racehorse 26:06 that's been trained for a race that is 26:08 able 26:08 that is ready to race on that day on 26:10 that track with that jockey or the 26:12 person who rides the horse 26:15 it's even assuming that everyone is in 26:17 the starting gate that everyone's 26:19 starting gate opens at the bell 26:21 and that everyone is even at the venue 26:24 if you think about it equality is 26:28 assuming that we are all born with the 26:29 same rights and privileges but as we 26:31 have seen 26:33 and continue to see especially even if 26:35 we just take 26:36 what has happened this year in terms of 26:38 the pandemic 26:40 in terms of the housing crisis in terms 26:42 of the 26:43 climate disaster and we haven't even 26:46 gotten to race yet 26:48 um our disability which we've seen with 26:51 the privatization of care 26:54 oh there is a lot of of 26:58 those barriers and bottlenecks for 26:59 people to even get to the starting gate 27:02 let alone 27:03 for them to race um within 27:06 the derby without you know other people 27:10 having advantages or things like that or 27:12 people specifically having obstacles put 27:14 in their way some 27:15 horses need to use you know needing to 27:17 go over actual 27:19 hurdles whereas some horses just get to 27:22 a 27:24 race on flat ground 27:27 and so essentially the difference so 27:30 essentially the difference between 27:31 equality and equity is that equity is 27:34 acknowledging 27:35 that we have historical and systemic 27:39 barriers for certain people than certain 27:41 communities of people 27:43 and a lot of them is based on a really 27:46 really big 27:47 ten thousand dollar term called social 27:50 construction 27:52 social construction um as you see from 27:55 aries in the chat 27:57 is essentially the act of 28:00 people humans coming together 28:03 and saying this is what this means 28:06 and then based on those people coming 28:08 together and saying this is what this 28:10 means either 28:11 explicitly so they're sitting around the 28:13 table saying talking about it 28:15 or implicitly they all just kind of come 28:18 to believe something 28:19 um is it leads to these expectations and 28:24 assumptions and biases that people then 28:27 use 28:28 to make judgment or to classify or to 28:31 characterize 28:33 and then that is how people either do or 28:36 do not have access to certain spaces or 28:38 resources 28:40 if you think about it one of the ways 28:44 that we think about 28:45 construct or at least i've been talking 28:47 about with people in my community about 28:49 construct 28:50 is that i come from a 28:53 heritage called the evil or the ob 28:57 the ob was a priest class in the igbo 29:00 tribe 29:00 the igbo tribe was um from nigeria 29:04 and the ob were specifically bought and 29:07 sold in the transatlantic slave trade 29:09 into jamaica 29:10 to into britain britain occupied jamaica 29:14 the ob for the priest class and so they 29:17 were sold as what they were then 29:20 re-constructed um 29:22 as witch doctors or practicing black 29:26 magic 29:27 um and um 29:34 it took it to this day um obese 29:41 are are people or the obeah uh what they 29:44 might be called 29:45 obia um are still 29:48 outlawed um in a lot of ways 29:52 and so um it's it's 29:55 the it's it took a space from 29:59 this is how we have a a spiritual 30:03 practice 30:04 um that is normalized to 30:08 today where it's seen as devil worship 30:11 or 30:12 or voodoo or some other sort of word and 30:15 it's because of this sort of 30:17 classification of characterization of 30:19 people 30:20 another example is that you may have 30:22 heard about the stimulus payments the 30:24 1200 30:25 stimulus payments um 30:28 i think as they said it was an 30:30 individual who is making up to 75 000 30:33 a year could also get the 1200 stimulus 30:36 payment 30:38 so if you think about say someone who's 30:39 on ssdi 30:42 uh versus someone who 30:46 um who 30:49 is who someone else is making seventy 30:52 five hundred dollars versus someone 30:54 who's making seventy five thousand 30:55 dollars twelve hundred dollars is gonna 30:58 not very go very far right um 31:02 and so uh they're gonna have different 31:05 impacts 31:06 and so it's that's a that's what it 31:08 means to have equality 31:10 so um no matter when you make seven 31:12 hundred seventy five hundred dollars a 31:14 year versus seventy five thousand 31:15 dollars a year you both get twelve 31:16 hundred dollars 31:18 as opposed to perhaps an equity model 31:22 where if you have seventy five hundred 31:24 dollars you would have more 31:26 you will receive more money than seventy 31:28 five thousand 31:29 and the last thing i will say is justice 31:32 um just to explain what it means to have 31:35 equity equality and justice also i just 31:37 realized i didn't finish my google story 31:38 the reason why i brought the evil story 31:40 in the obeya story 31:42 is because the conversation we've been 31:44 having is about 31:46 what you've been classified to this 31:48 point of being black magic of voodoo 31:50 right um we also talk about what it 31:54 means 31:55 in at least in the cult in obeya and 31:59 evil culture where it needs to be 32:00 disabled 32:02 pre-christianity so when 32:04 the british came to nigeria and jamaica 32:07 and judas christianity 32:08 what did it mean before that well for 32:11 folks 32:12 before then um people who 32:16 would now be considered to be 32:18 psychiatrically disabled 32:19 were not considered to be disabled 32:21 actually they were considered they were 32:23 the ones who were amplified 32:25 to be the leaders of the practice 32:29 because they were lauded as folks who 32:32 were able to have conversations with 32:34 their ancestors or receive those visions 32:37 to to be able to practice at a higher 32:40 level and people would come to them 32:43 for support and for for um 32:47 for guidance and that continued 32:50 into jamaica now there are folks who 32:54 say okay not saying that you know 32:57 perhaps there isn't something i can 32:58 receive help with but to what extent 33:01 um is this a disability in sort of a 33:03 more capitalistic 33:05 mindset of capitalistic meaning that 33:08 your 33:09 worth is based on how much 33:12 you can work or how productive 33:15 you can be how much work you can get 33:16 done in a certain amount of time 33:19 so what it means to have equity is is 33:22 important 33:23 it is sort of the lifeblood of what it 33:26 means 33:26 to have a society that holds each other 33:30 in positive regard i always say if you 33:31 think about 33:32 a car that's sort of on its way out it's 33:35 it's making sure that you are 33:37 fixing the engine or the transmission of 33:39 the car 33:40 and not getting too focused on the way a 33:42 car looks on the outside it feels on the 33:45 inside 33:47 whereas justice would mean that we are 33:50 coming to an understanding 33:52 um and an awareness of those different 33:55 constructs those 33:56 ways in which we come together and stay 33:58 as humans this is what this means 34:00 um you know and how can we 34:04 move in a way where we can 34:08 treat folks based on how they show up in 34:13 the world and 34:14 what they mean by meeting people where 34:15 they are 34:17 while also having an impact over intense 34:21 mindset so they always say you know the 34:24 old 34:24 adage is that the road to heck is paid 34:26 with good intentions 34:28 um so if you just focus on 34:31 what your intention was in the moment 34:33 and not what your impact was 34:35 um it kind of falls flat but 34:38 if we focus on how our impact has been 34:41 and what people are sharing with us in 34:44 this moment 34:45 of hey there's a yikes or an ounce from 34:47 the room 34:48 then you know we can do some good work 34:52 and justice would be that we would move 34:54 to a place where 34:56 that would be less of a conversation we 34:58 wouldn't have as much 34:59 we i think that what i will say is that 35:02 to construct is neither a good nor a bad 35:04 thing it's a human thing 35:06 um we just do this as 35:09 as humans and so whether it's race or 35:12 back in the day whether it's piety 35:14 though one of the favorite stories i 35:16 like to share about this is that 35:18 um there used to be a period of time in 35:21 europe where there was like three popes 35:23 i think there was a pope in france a 35:25 pope in spain and a pope in 35:27 italy or something like that and so 35:29 they're all 35:30 trying to see which is going to be the 35:32 pope the the pope 35:33 um which obviously the vatican won out 35:36 but in this 35:36 in this time period it was before that 35:39 and so the 35:40 the difference of the clergy from 35:42 different areas would come 35:44 and they wanted to show how pious they 35:46 were or 35:47 how um how religious and how strong a 35:51 relationship with god that they had 35:53 and so the best way of to show piety was 35:57 stoicism 35:58 or this sort of belief that you could 36:00 just 36:01 stay in your truth and hold your space 36:03 without 36:04 allowing too much human emotion and 36:07 interact and 36:08 interaction to happen so they would open 36:10 up their robes and 36:12 town square in front of the other clergy 36:14 and show the extent to which their body 36:16 was covered in body lice 36:18 um because the people who had more body 36:20 lice on their body 36:22 they were seen to be more stoic because 36:24 they were able to 36:26 withstand that level of irritant without 36:29 having any sort of uh changes in their 36:31 behavior 36:33 we just do this um i hope that we don't 36:36 go back to a period where 36:39 we are constructing uh who is say a 36:43 patient person based on how much body 36:45 life they can accumulate on their body 36:46 but it has happened 36:48 um and so i think what's important is to 36:50 be aware of the fact that we do this and 36:52 so 36:52 finally um moving towards justice and 36:55 being an accomplice or someone in 36:56 solidarity 36:58 i was thinking about like i said with 37:00 privilege that there's a choice when you 37:02 wake up in the morning 37:04 do you have to think about the way your 37:06 hair looks or the way that you talk 37:08 if you if you think about 37:10 professionalism or politeness or manners 37:13 then think like but why is this what we 37:16 see as mannerly 37:17 why is this language what we consider 37:20 professional 37:21 why do you know is this sort of hair 37:24 texture or 37:25 clothing style the way that we have to 37:28 do things 37:29 and really really asking those core 37:31 questions is why 37:33 but there was one time i did a training 37:35 with youth and it was one of the most uh 37:38 astute ways that i have heard about how 37:41 to be an accomplice and so 37:43 we talked about when there was a 37:45 framework of all different sort of 37:47 um well a lot of different sort of live 37:49 experiences 37:51 and um there was a group of a group of 37:54 youth leaders and i and i went around to 37:57 these different groups 37:58 and before times we could be in person i 38:00 went to this group of youth leaders 38:02 there at a table 38:03 and i asked them you know sort of what 38:06 uh 38:06 i lived experiences that they found that 38:08 were privileged versus not 38:10 and i said well the only identity that 38:12 we had that was not privileged was that 38:15 they were 38:15 youth and that they were marginalized 38:18 genders 38:20 and i said okay well um what does it 38:22 mean for you to be 38:24 an accomplice and they said well because 38:27 of 38:28 all the things these are the only two 38:30 because it was also private school so 38:31 they said hey we have class privilege 38:34 um we have you know uh tone privilege or 38:37 they were white so 38:39 race and skin tone privilege all these 38:41 other sort of things 38:42 they're like so all of those different 38:43 privileges that we have 38:46 all those lived experiences that we 38:47 don't have to be constantly 38:50 thinking about all the time those 38:53 are ones that we have more energy and 38:56 time 38:57 and effort to put towards equity work 39:01 then someone who does have to think 39:03 about that all the time 39:04 thinking about equity work and then on 39:06 top of that equity work say 39:08 as a black indigenous person of color 39:10 equity work as a person of size equity 39:13 work 39:13 as a marginalized gender equity work as 39:16 a person who's under resource or 39:17 unresourced and so they're like if 39:19 we are have the privilege of time and 39:23 energy here then 39:24 that um that that uh time and energy 39:28 that we are afforded 39:29 should go towards doing more work and so 39:32 i would say at this space if you 39:35 are finding spaces where you're like oh 39:39 wow 39:39 like i may be facing this as a disabled 39:42 person for example and they have to 39:43 think about 39:45 ableism but perhaps not think about 39:47 racism 39:49 then think about ways in which a say a 39:51 black indigenous person of color who 39:53 also is disabled 39:55 would have to think about both and in 39:58 that 39:58 find ways to uh be a in solidarity 40:02 and uh provide some of that excess 40:06 or that extra afforded time and energy 40:10 to helping that person find equity 40:13 so i will pause there so we have time 40:16 for questions 40:17 but yeah and i i can hear you talk about 40:20 this forever and i love 40:22 every time i hear you speak it is i 40:25 learned something new about history as 40:27 well as 40:28 all of the uh social justice issues that 40:31 you are here to speak about so thank you 40:33 for that 40:34 um so we do have a question in the q a 40:38 and um just as a like just as a trend 40:41 that i have noticed i have seen quite 40:43 not exactly this question but questions 40:46 like this continue to pop up 40:48 and throughout the conference um 40:52 i do want to say there are no easy 40:53 answers uh two big questions 40:56 um and that's uh just for the audience 41:00 but we have um 41:01 um how do you or would you address an 41:04 older person in the disability rights 41:06 movement 41:07 that is particularly against black lives 41:09 matter is saying all lives matter 41:11 promoting trump um is it connected 41:15 or is it separate is the question that 41:17 we have it's very 41:19 connected and there's so many pieces i'm 41:22 just gonna like 41:24 i'm gonna i'm gonna make it i'm gonna 41:26 make a 41:27 a deal with myself right now to keep it 41:29 to two pieces 41:30 so i think i'm gonna keep it to the 41:32 piece of like 41:34 intergenerational organizing what it 41:36 means 41:37 and i think also how it it it folds into 41:41 disability rights versus disability 41:43 justice and what that so 41:45 let's go to the first piece so remember 41:47 i said how the civil rights act was 41:48 passed in 1964 41:51 and that was 57 years ago um 41:54 one of the fun things about social 41:56 psychology 41:58 which is my background by the way if 41:59 you're wondering why i'm talking like a 42:01 psychologist 42:02 it's it's just i just want to know why 42:05 humans human 42:06 um i don't understand it i don't 42:08 understand people um i think it's being 42:10 autistic and being told this is the 42:12 right way to do things and i'm like wow 42:14 um so anyway uh so 42:17 um so what they said is that the age 42:21 of sentience which essentially means the 42:24 age that you start to become aware of 42:27 the world around you 42:28 and start to track how like other people 42:31 and how 42:31 and create memories and stuff like that 42:33 is fine so five years ago 42:36 um five 42:40 plus 57 would be 62 42:44 right so i would say anyone who is 62 42:49 years old and 42:50 older would likely remember 42:53 in america before the civil rights act 42:56 which means in america and especially 42:59 during a time where it was highly 43:00 contentious 43:01 meaning that people were fighting a lot 43:04 about whether or not 43:05 there should be civil rights so 43:08 um if you think back to when you were 43:12 five so kindergarten and up 43:15 uh you know you probably are thinking 43:18 about some parts of your life that were 43:20 very um instrumental in 43:23 who you are today how you understand the 43:26 world 43:27 what you know social constructs or rules 43:30 of 43:30 the way things are supposed to be are 43:33 how you talk to people 43:34 the way that you access information all 43:36 those different sort of things are all 43:38 things you've probably started to learn 43:40 from the time you're five up how you 43:42 know what how you interact with 43:43 strangers 43:44 all these sort of things right well 43:47 imagine that 43:49 before martin luther king's i had a 43:51 dream speech before 43:53 the civil rights act so for example our 43:56 president right now 43:57 was 19 years old when the civil rights 44:00 act was passed 44:02 19 years old so he was very much like a 44:05 full 44:06 grown adult right and he's um 44:09 74. so you know we have people who are 44:12 older than that 44:14 that's happening then on top of that 44:17 the americans with disabilities act or 44:19 the ada wasn't even 44:21 passed until 1990 that was only 30 years 44:25 ago 44:26 so again ages sentience 35 44:29 anyone 35 years old or older would 44:33 probably 44:33 remember and would have started school 44:36 without of americans with disabilities 44:38 act which means there was no 44:40 protection for them to actually get 44:43 uh to actually go to school or to have 44:45 any accommodations in school to get on 44:47 the bus 44:48 to have a ramp for their house anything 44:50 like that 44:52 the reason why i say this is because 44:54 some of these issues we 44:56 talk about them as if they are hundreds 44:58 of years old 45:00 right but they're not they're not only 45:03 not old in a historical sense they're 45:06 within living memory which means there 45:08 are people not just alive today but 45:10 in power making decisions allocating 45:14 resources 45:15 making policy that come from a time 45:19 before some of the the the protections 45:22 or the or the declarations like policies 45:25 that we take for granted now were even 45:28 in place 45:29 and on top of that the really 45:31 frustrating thing about policy change is 45:34 simply because you write a law and you 45:36 put that law into place and then you 45:38 make the shortest month of the year the 45:40 holiday to talk about that law 45:42 doesn't necessarily mean that anyone is 45:45 actually 45:46 putting implementing the law they're 45:48 actually taking the law and 45:49 putting it into practice but that 45:51 they're just sort of talking about it a 45:53 lot 45:55 the other thing about disability rights 45:57 versus disability justice which 45:58 disability justice was a framework that 46:00 didn't even come on 46:01 until the early aughts the early 2000s 46:05 is that disability rights was primarily 46:08 brought forth through a legal rights 46:12 framework a right framework means that 46:15 you're 46:16 going to court you're creating what they 46:18 call a case 46:19 case study or case law precedent cases 46:23 which means that you are getting these 46:25 small sort of wins through 46:26 court and then those all those different 46:29 wins add up to 46:31 a larger sort of consideration of what's 46:33 supposed to happen 46:34 um and so if you think about this going 46:37 back to kimberly crenshaw talking about 46:39 black marginalized genders being um 46:45 disqualified for work simply for being 46:47 black women in the 80s 46:50 and we're talking about the 504 sit-in 46:53 that was the precursors of the ada 46:54 happening in 1977 46:57 um you see that people are just coming 47:00 from a time 47:02 and it's a time within their lifetime 47:05 where 47:05 a lot of this is not so much 47:08 uh it's not that it's you know like i 47:12 said it 47:12 is a super old thing it's that they they 47:15 are 47:15 dealing with the way that they were 47:17 brought up in space now 47:19 there has been a lot of you know ever 47:21 since at least in my lifetime i i was 47:24 born in 86 i'm an 47:25 old old hat old old millennial 47:29 but even but especially in the beginning 47:31 of my life 47:32 you know there was a lot of what they 47:34 call uh um 47:36 sort of uh oh i don't see color sort of 47:39 stuff you know 47:40 post-racial society myth right where 47:43 they're like oh well 47:45 marlon the king had a dream and this 47:47 woman sat on a bus 47:48 and now we have this law and 47:50 everything's fine just don't talk about 47:52 it 47:52 um and we've had to come to the space 47:56 was like no 47:56 no we have to talk about it and and 48:00 to be to be completely honest that sort 48:02 of conversation around 48:04 actually we may have or continue to have 48:07 a racism issue in america 48:09 wasn't even brought back up until 48:12 barack obama was elected president in 48:14 2008 48:17 2008 we're talking 12 years ago 48:21 so i'm answering this and and it may not 48:24 be as 48:25 as there isn't really a lot of 48:28 we're not yet in a space to have a lot 48:31 of solutions 48:32 for what it means for people who have 48:35 been brought up 48:36 in time and space um 48:39 where this was just not a 48:43 thing and now these folks are 48:47 grappling with what it means to live in 48:49 a world 48:51 where the construct 48:55 of what it means to be in society with 48:57 each other 48:58 equitably and and justly 49:02 is changing it's changing from how they 49:04 were conditioned to see the world 49:06 how they were conditioned to see 49:07 themselves what they have you know when 49:10 we go back to things like what is polite 49:12 it was not polite to talk about race 49:15 explicitly like this 49:16 um it was seen actually as a act of 49:19 aggression 49:20 and people would say hey you're playing 49:23 the race 49:24 card as if it was a way to 49:27 purposely shame someone in the moment so 49:31 um the only real thing that can happen 49:35 is to model the the 49:38 sort of uh way that we need to be in 49:42 this world 49:43 to continue to advocate and push against 49:46 status quo or any ti status quo as any 49:49 time someone's like well that's the way 49:50 it's always been 49:52 or well this is how i and this is this 49:54 is what it was i don't know why y'all 49:56 want to change it that's 49:57 usually a status quo situation um 50:00 and if people are open to 50:04 change um i think it it's it's 50:07 could be important to um 50:10 to send them to places uh get them 50:13 started on self learning and education 50:16 um to certain spaces uh and 50:20 and and information that they could 50:22 start um i say it's important to start 50:24 people on 50:25 self-education because google 50:28 and its algorithms are specifically 50:31 designed 50:32 to keep folks within a certain 50:34 ideological mindset and so if you tell 50:37 someone to go and google it themselves 50:39 they could land on a page or 50:42 or um information that could be based on 50:45 how they used to think and not how we 50:48 would like them to 50:49 consider um in moving forward 50:56 thank you uh we have about six minutes 50:58 left we have two 50:59 questions in the queue let's see if we 51:01 can get to them but um the first one um 51:04 kind of going in a different direction 51:05 but um in what way does 51:08 media play in the disability movement um 51:12 and it goes further would you say that 51:14 the societal desirability phenomenon 51:17 and is the main contributor of why the 51:19 general public 51:20 can't accept disability in society 51:25 yes sand i um i think media plays a huge 51:29 uh space this is especially true i think 51:32 for 51:33 like older gen z and millennials but 51:36 and and older but i would even challenge 51:39 you all to think about 51:40 a cartoon that you perhaps used to watch 51:43 a couple years ago used to 51:45 um and and and watch some old episodes 51:48 if you haven't 51:49 for a while and think about the ways in 51:52 which 51:52 it is sending narratives um and and to 51:56 youth 51:56 who are not thinking critically about 51:58 these things right 52:00 sending narratives to them one of my 52:02 favorite movies when i was growing up if 52:04 you want to watch it like 52:05 content warning galore but one of my 52:08 favorite movies to watch when i was 52:10 younger 52:10 before i started thinking critically 52:12 about it was good burger good burger was 52:14 this movie 52:15 it used to come from the original 52:18 iteration of all that on nickelodeon 52:20 it was and all that was like it was kind 52:22 of like a saturday night live skit for 52:24 kids 52:25 and there was a skit that um 52:29 that had ken thompson before keenan 52:32 thompson was keenan thompson on snl and 52:35 um 52:36 kel mitchell who was the a person who 52:39 i always thought kell was supposed to be 52:41 a black autistic person because it just 52:44 recognized a lot of myself in that and i 52:46 went back to watch the movie for 52:48 nostalgia 52:54 and so there was a lot of like ableism 52:57 and sane ism 52:59 i mean there were some good 53:00 anti-capitalistic messages in there but 53:02 it was very 53:04 it was a lot and so it made me think as 53:07 this was a movie i watched a lot because 53:09 it was one of the only real 53:11 characters on television um in the media 53:15 that i could relate to 53:16 that had a job and had friends 53:20 and was sort of in the community living 53:23 independently but also 53:25 you know stimmed and act the way i did 53:28 and you know 53:29 sort of things like that you know he um 53:31 [Music] 53:33 it was a you know kind of this this 53:34 narrative around people taking him for 53:36 granted and thinking that he was not 53:38 um you know aware or whatever because of 53:41 his 53:42 uh the way that he showed up but um 53:45 i think that the media continues this 53:47 and even if it's not for 53:49 kids i think just the way that the news 53:51 report certain things 53:52 um is also important the way that we 53:56 teach history in school we don't teach 53:59 um disability history we see you know i 54:02 see 54:03 for example uh offerings for 54:06 uh on on noggin or sprout or whatever 54:10 the kids shows are now 54:12 um the channels where it's having more 54:15 diversity of 54:16 race and nationality and ethnicity um or 54:19 perhaps disability but i'm not seeing 54:21 both 54:21 for example and so even then i'm not 54:23 really seeing like what it looks like to 54:25 be a black 54:26 disabled child in a way that isn't also 54:29 seen as a 54:30 tragic sort of thing and so i think all 54:32 of that really comes in together 54:34 and i think to loop that into the second 54:36 question 54:38 the way that we can start to have 54:39 conversations with younger generations i 54:41 think first is to 54:43 is to have representation i think to 54:45 normalize that 54:47 you know that first of all sort of as i 54:50 was sharing with my um 54:52 heritage that um to ask why again 54:55 you know to challenge the status quo and 54:58 social constructs 55:00 of what it means to be um a disabled 55:02 person or especially 55:04 with intersectionality like when i was 55:06 coming up there's a program 55:07 called the dare program and it was 55:09 supposed to be anti-drugs 55:12 and they would have a police officer 55:14 with this colorful uniform because 55:16 kids love color i guess um who would 55:19 patrol the school 55:20 but when i was stimming or 55:24 um with my psychiatric disability if uh 55:27 or what they 55:28 said was my psychiatric disability what 55:30 my family community said was 55:31 part of my spirituality which that's a 55:33 whole i feel like we have a whole 55:34 conversation about that 55:36 um you know and they said oh well 55:39 no you're not talking to your ancestors 55:41 you're hallucinating and so the their 55:43 officer will pull me out of class and 55:45 take me to a hospital in the middle of 55:47 the school 55:48 day to test me for whether or not i use 55:51 drugs 55:53 and when i saw other students in my 55:56 classroom 55:57 other students who had iep plans 56:00 or was in iep classes they who were 56:02 white 56:04 they and they would stim or dissociate 56:07 they were not pulled out of class by the 56:09 dare officer so 56:10 it was already a a way that i saw 56:13 that i was being treated inequitably or 56:16 unfairly 56:17 and so having conversations i think 56:20 around the rights one of the things i 56:22 wish that i had i think is important 56:24 around 56:25 the rights of your bodily autonomy the 56:28 rights 56:28 of of being taken out of class or 56:33 being forced to take uh drug talk 56:36 screens or anything like that 56:38 i think could be really great if i had 56:40 known perhaps like 56:41 the language or who to call or what to 56:44 do in those moments 56:45 um that could have helped and i i've 56:48 seen 56:48 recent reports of like six-year-olds 56:51 being 56:52 taken out of classes uh and and given 56:55 psych evaluations and i 56:56 i think that having conversations around 57:00 this uh equity and construct early 57:03 could really help all right 57:07 well thank you so much christian i wish 57:08 we could have hours to talk 57:11 um everybody um who's 57:14 um been part of the conference we do 57:16 have the discord 57:17 the discord chat will be up in a bit 57:20 and uh we can continue conversations 57:23 there and 57:24 just once again cristiano thank you so 57:26 much for coming 57:27 um and i hope everybody enjoys the rest 57:30 of the conference um 57:32 have a great day i hope you come to the 57:33 social this um evening 57:37 thank you